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its eaiser being alone. alone. much easier. i wouldnt trade it for anything right now.

you should have called

you are the one person who got me. by that i mean really understood me. i dont know if it was the youthful love that we were wrapped up in, or because you truely comprehend why i am the way i am. my sisters do not get me. they do not really understand me inside and out. my dad doesnt get me. my mom, well she gets me better than anyone, but not the way you did. i want to have a night with you. you and me being intimate may be the reason why i feel like you are the only person out there for me to talk to right now. i want to see you. you didnt call today. why didnt you call. i miss you. im sick of you being different. i want you to be like you used to be. in love with me. i do not want to be with you. i want to have a night with you, i want just one night of someone else understanding me.
i wonder if you know that i understand you as well. i really do. i know who you were, why you grew, and why you are you now.
my babble doesnt make sence. it would to you. thank you. you should have called